Have you ever felt trapped and defeated? Have you ever felt sanity slowly slipping away and you had no energy to fight for it, flowing through the motions and giving in to darkness?
Sometime in 2015 I wrote…..
I didn’t know it’s this hard to go through a separation. I feel sad for not paying attention to people that went through this pain before me. I have been on sedatives, sleeping through up to four days. I’m desperate to skip this part and wake up when it’s not so hard. My heart is racing all the time. I live in terror.
My friends think I’m superwoman. I left, got a house, furnished it, bought a car and started a new company. Yet I’m dying on the inside.